My mother is dying from the Corona Virus and it's very likely I have it too.
I don't know what's going to happen to me.
I'm scared.
I don't want to do this anymore.
I'm so sad and angry; I have no idea if I caught it and gave it to her or the other way around. We were so careful but because so many people are idiots we still got it. It's really not fair my life is nothing but misery and it keeps getting worse.
I want to die but life just wants to torture me. I don't think I'm old enough to die from the virus but it has a clear shot at my mom and it can make me feel super sick. All I did today was just mostly watch the hours pass.
I'm seriously so depressed. I wish I were a person of value or had anything to contribute that people care about. My guinea pigs are all that's keeping me here. I wonder how long they have left.