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My mother is dying from the Corona Virus and it's very likely I have it too.


I don't know what's going to happen to me.


I'm scared.


I don't want to do this anymore.


I'm so sad and angry; I have no idea if I caught it and gave it to her or the other way around. We were so careful but because so many people are idiots we still got it. It's really not fair my life is nothing but misery and it keeps getting worse.


I want to die but life just wants to torture me. I don't think I'm old enough to die from the virus but it has a clear shot at my mom and it can make me feel super sick. All I did today was just mostly watch the hours pass.

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Nothing matters

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I'm seriously so depressed. I wish I were a person of value or had anything to contribute that people care about. My guinea pigs are all that's keeping me here. I wonder how long they have left.

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Word got around that I'm ready to have a pet again so someone with a pig that had four babies (poor momma!) contacted me and, after going to see them, I'll be picking two sisters up on Monday since my work schedule and Easter are far too busy. I don't like the idea of leaving two new pets alone until I'm sure they'll be able to settle in and aren't too confused by their new cage.

They're calico colored and just so cute! I can't believe how soft their fur is and they didn't really mind being held. One of the sisters had pretty wide eyes, so I could tell she was scared, but I think with her bolder sister around she'll do just fine. I still can't decide on names, though... I've really thought about it and I think I want either Jem and Pizzazz or Dahlia and Iris. There's many neat male duos out there but I really struggled with females.

I'm just really glad I get to start out with young piggies this time. I loved Scuzzy to death, but his age and health problems were really heartbreaking to deal with. I read that 4-6 is the average lifespan of a piggy so I really hope they make it to at least 6! I like the idea so much of having pets that long!

This is going to sound crazy, but I hope wherever Scuzzy is right now he's OK with me getting new guinea pigs and knows he'll always be #1 in my heart.

Oh, but something kind of amusing about that family: The have the weirdest dog combination I have ever seen. When I entered their house, right away a Pug greeted me at the door, but I noticed he had peculiar coloring and more muscles than a Pug should have. Turn out he's a cross between a Pug and a Pit bull! I really don't think that happens too often! ;p
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Why I'm Strange

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So I just had this little conversation with my mom.

Mom: On the news it just said that a raccoon ran off someone's deck and bit a little girl!

Me: Is the raccoon OK?

Mom: .....
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I don't know what happened. Scuzzy took a turn for the worse at around 3:30AM and died in my arms. I just got finished burying him and I don't know what to do now.
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